Things to do after my freaking promotional exams:

1. shop
2. kbox
3. play pool
4. east coast park (cycling & roller blading)
5. ice-skate
6. stay-overs
7. collect my pay
8. movies
9. steamboat at marina
10. play badmintion
11. running
12. club with yt and her mum
13. go sentosa
14. of cos, spend time wif my precious deardear


cant think of more now.. freaking tired today after 4 friggin long papers.

fri was mid-autumn festival celebration. we were dismissed at 1. we had 1 hr of break. tianlu n sinying went to chieng siew hse to get something, while me n yenting ran to buy food for them. we practically brisk walked from jurong spring mac back to sch. somemore they were meetin us at L31 room, which is so damn far. ok tts a bad thing bout the sch being huge.


after which, we went for a talk on the tsunami tt striked asia last yr. well the pictures shown were so heart-wrenching. i cant really describle how i felt, but i jus felt sad all over. esp the picture which shown the corpses stacked up in piles at the temple. this was the take-home message i learnt: we must nv take anythin for granted. who noes wad will happen the next moment. ppl r sufferin from all over the world, while the fortunate lot of us were enjoying life & happiness. this isnt fair.. isnt it?


anyway the CLDDS ppl gathered at the canteen after tt. they were startin wif the deco for tt nite's celebration. i wasnt a CLDDS member la. so i didnt really hav to do anythin. zq went to knowledge box wif me to buy the chocolate he owed me. after tt, me, zq, sl & xl went to tea-break to buy ice-kachang. i learned how to make ice-kachang. haha. we went to find a classroom to play cards.


430 liaos. tianlu called them to go back to the canteen to help out. actually i intended to go home 1st before coming to the celebration tt night. but i was too lazy to travel. so in the end i helped out in the preparation. at bout 730 the thing started. i helped zhao qing at the karaoke stall. damn fun la.. listened to alot of ppl sing. for finale, our class sang ge qian by jay chou. it was fun, really fun.


we started clearin up. went to pick up our bags den found out tt sinying's file went missing. so i waited for her at the canteen wif xl n zq. yenting walked chieng siew home 1st den waited for me at the bus stop. they searched high n low but didnt manage to find it. hope monday the file will appear. me & sy walked to the bus stop. sy's mum came n sent us home. reached home at 11. bathed online for 10min n i went to slp le.


the nxt mornin (ie. ytd mornin) i woke up at 11. went to jurong spring cc de mac. did a few qns from physics tys while waiting for baby sheng long to come. at 3, we went off to find badminton court to play. yeah finally i got to play badminton after so long. could sweat all out too. the feelin was so shiok. haha. we went off at 7. actually wanted to go kbox to sing. but could only sing for 2 hrs. not suang enuf. so we decided to go chinese garden. we took taxi there. when we reached there, we were put off by the extremely long queue. we left the place. didnt noe where to go. den decided to walk me home. we sang n chatted all the way. it was fun. hahas. reached home at 1015. bathed, went online & slept. too tired to move. this mornin i woke up my arm was aching. my thighs too. hahas. but it was damn fun playin.


"we are all teenagers. who can judge us correct or wrong? if we can feel the happiness & fun, this is correct. do you agree?"


im happy, yet im sad.
i want, yet i dun wan.
i wish for it, yet i wish it wil nv happen.
how contradicting can i be? when wil i get myself out of this pit?


i miss clarence........

I'm fuckingly bored!! oh well...


i realised i had been bloggin more often den i used to be. maybe because it's the holidays. got nth how else better to while away time. my flu is healin fast. no more blocked noses in the mornin. good recovery man. wanted to do my acjc paper just now. den i realised my brain wasnt tuned to the 'maths-mode'. every qn seemed so difficult to me. guessed i stil wasnt fully awake yet. will continue to try the paper in the night. i worked best in the night. dont know why.


im deprived of enjoyment. seriously deprived. for this whole holiday, i nv go out for fun at all. wads happenin to me? it jus doesnt seem me to stay cooped up at home during holidays! alright i did went out of hse. most of them were to go to sch for extra lectures & tutorials. ytd went out to mac for hw-sharing session. not exactly to copy hw but to clarify doubts while doin assignments wif the guys. they guided me on maths, i returned the favour by teachin them chemistry. hehe team work.


i reached home at 8pm last night. time was crawlin so slowly. was really damn bored ytd. chatted wif shanfu alot alot alot. total change of impression of him. he's more matured now. learned a mountain of new things from him, mostly theories of life. i kept claimin to someone tt i wasnt tired so i adamantly refused to sign out of msn n turn in for the night. i was pestered by tt someone until i finally gave in. when i lied on the bed n closed my eyes, then did i noe how hell tired i was. within seconds, i drifted off into a deep, deep sleep. alright shall declare u correct.


i feel that my english is degressing. not very sanguine bout how my gp results will turn out for my promos. after this holiday, things wil get a lot more hectic. deadline for EOM is nxt week. deadline for final written report is in 2 wks' time. everyone will be chiongin their reports these few wks, wont hav time to even revise for our promos. if u think we can relax after completin our reports, u are wrong. right after tt, which is 1 wk later, it will be the start of the promotional exams. this is never-ending man. alright so all we hav to do is to bite our teeth n go thru all these hurdles. after promos, we can relax le! but stil, after our promos will be our presentation le. oh god~


to my dear laogong,
jus wan to tell u i feel great being ur girlfriend. =) u r my one & only. understand? in response to ur entry, yup im special from the rest. im very friendly de lo. tts y im so amiable! hahas. muacks muacks. u r special too. cos u are MY boyfriend. lets rock the world!

I'm unhappy.


the whole day didnt eat a proper meal. ate all junk food. drank milk in the mornin b4 headin to sch. went for gp n chem lecture. wanted to cut hair. so left the 3 gals who were goin for physics consultation. went to eat mac wif shen long, zhao qing & xiao liang. i ate mcflurry only. lols. saw yong sheng n his soccer gang at mac also. his soccer mates damn frenly 2 me although i dunno them.


watched the guys played basketball. so after their game, they pei-ed me walked to 2 way. but alas. 2 way closed 4 business today. when i went in, i saw the whole lot of the stylists sittin together. shld b havin some meeting i guessed. den i was so pai seh. i apologised & quickly left the place. i went to look for shen long & zhao qing. couldnt decide where to go. so in the end we went to jp n rotted until 6? den we went home. saw grace n her peeps at mos burger. reached home, watched tv. dinner was....... red bean buns! hahas. did my alkanes tutorial den im online.


didnt feel really good today. can say is feelin rather sad today. no idea why. dun even hav the mood to eat. ok i think im jus SAD. feelin unhappy. tts all. im stil sick.

i'd been sick for 4 days already!


the feeling is so unbearable. got flu + sore throat + cough. this mornin 11am den woke up. did almost nth.. went back to slp at 1230pm. cos head was too heavy n dizzy. 2pm woke up ate lunch. read 15 min of magazine. i went to slp again. dun feel like waking up. 530pm den opened my eyes. den watched tv. bathed, ate a bit of dinner. online. started doin my EOM. damn headache. no juice to generate ideas. started at 8pm, finished at 1130pm for jus 590 words. nvm at least i finished bout 90% of it.


i really wan to eat ice cream.. mcflurry or anderson's ice cream. wan to eat red bean buns too. got such huge cravings.


on the last day of our work. we colleagues helped grace celebrate her bday. she was so surprised. hahas. everyone was wishin her bday wishes.. she must be so touched. thank us bah! anyway i'd posted 2 pics i took wif my colleagues in my gallery. weets.

for this entire week, i only went to school twice! lols. so when i came back today, everyone was like "woah, u r finally back!" they really mus hav missed me so much to say tt. hahas. nice bunch of ppl. i had difficulty tryin to catch up wif physics lecture today cos i missed 1 lecture on tues. the other lessons were fine only tt i couldnt keep my eyes open durin physics tutorial. too tired already. ytd came back from work already 12am liaos. 1230 den slept.


speakin of which, ytd was the 1st day of COMEX, Singapore's largest IT exhibition at suntec convention hall. i am workin as 1 of the samsung notebook exhibitor together wif chee meng. hais. im stuck wif samsung & tt goatee guy samsung distributor whose name is kelly again since the last IT fair in june. nevertheless i think the job is stil ok since im already very familiar wif samsung. anyway koljaho is comin back to samsung tml! yeah! hahas. he can work wif me again.


after work, we wanted to go mac for dinner. den dunno which kuku said go kfc. in the end kfc left almost nth for us to eat. we had to make do wif chao ta (burnt) bread, cold popcorn chicken, limp vegetables. cos of tt meal (i think) im havin a bad sore throat now. im having a flu too. shit man. i stil need to talk to customers.


my sunburn is healin. no more red face. more of a tanned one. my face finished peeling. now my body is startin to peel. a bit er xin. cant wear clothes tt wil show my shoulders. ok i dun feel like writin anymore. im really feelin damn sick! oh anyway, my request to drop Chi A had been approved! no more memorisin for me. im over the moon. i need to chiong my project work liaos. EOM esp! bye ppl. im need to recuperate.


i wanna add something. its so true tt when u r sick, the yearn for ur loved one to be beside you is so overpowering. tts how im feelin now. i want my deardear. i need u now.....